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I got my swag on!
appearance, style,or the way he or she presents them selves.--From Urbandictionary.com I've been carrying myself pretty well these past few days, except when people take it the other way around. Oh well, you guys just know me by my name. Only a selected few know the reason behind this chirpy attitude I've been sashaying around Miguel and Andrew. I'm telling you this: nothing/no one can bring me down from achieving my dream of becoming successful one day. And I'm gonna stick to my words, I mean it this time. Miss Cranky Pants
told the world @
10:27 PM☎
Ano nga ba ang gusto kong gawin sa buhay?
Since I have all the time in the world to rant some more (LOLJK imma start drawing for a project later), I'll be ranting again!
When I grow up, I want to be a lawyer. A corporate/election lawyer. When I grow up, I want to be a good role model to my cousin, Daniel, a special child with Down's Syndrome. When I grow up, I want to have a family of my own. When I grow up, I want to take care of my mom and dad. When I grow up, I want to take pictures of my children. When I grow up, I want to help children with cancer and children with Autism. These kids are very close to my heart. When I grow up, I want to be a good mother to my children, and a good wife to my future husband. I don't want to be the best, mahirap yun ayoko mastress. When I grow up, I want to buy nail polish in every imaginable color! When I grow up, I want to see my children studying in the school I am currently enrolled in. I don't want to be rich when I grow up, I want to have a simple house that will fit me and my would-be family. I don't want a flashy car, a mid-range sedan would do. I don't need luxury things because from the name itself, they're only luxury. I don't want my children to be honor students, dagdag pressure lang yun! Miss Cranky Pants
told the world @
9:18 PM☎
The complexity of life.
I don't get why people are judgemental. Tama yung narinig ko noon sa isang dating... wag na natin i-elaborate yun, basta parte siya ng nakaraan ko. He once said to me,
Lahat ng gagawin mo may masasabi sila. Pag wala kang ginawa, may masasabi pa rin sila. True enough, I am seeing this remark everywhere. IDK if those statements I have been reading in some places are meant for me, but either way, I think they're unhealthy. Thank God for people who understand. Thank God for my TRUE friends who understand what I'm going through, not just simply dissing me out, not just simply ditching me for decent ones. Thank God for those people who accepted me for who I am, not for what I do, not for what I have done. Thank God for these awesome people who are not allergic to change. Thank God for a very understanding Mother, who will be turning 54 in two days. I may have changed into this bad-ass kid who drinks AND smokes at the same time, but deep inside, I'm still THE Juliann who dreams to be a laywer and stays true to what she believes in. Hindi ako takot sa pagbabago kaya unti-unting napapalitan kung ano ang mga ginagawa ko, at least, I am human enough to admit my faults. Alam niyo, beneficial ang yosi at inom. Masama lang siya kapag sobra na. Nakakawala ng stress pag lasing ka tapos masasabi mo lahat ng gusto mong sabihin (unknowingly though), that even if you get a seriously terrible hangover the next day, there's this sigh of relief that you have said what is ought to be said. Sorry drama. Di ko lang talaga gets kung bakit may mga taong hindi muna alamin ang storya sa likod ng mukha. You know my name, not my story, so shut up. End of rant. Miss Cranky Pants
told the world @
9:09 PM☎
Evidence
Time has a way of healing, or so they saySo yeah, I have to go on with life and try living each day according to God's will. :) Miss Cranky Pants
told the world @
8:50 PM☎
What time is it? SUMMERTIME.
Laslas time because I have no vacation at all, thanks to my Hermana duties in Church. This is my super-advanced TREDONE Church Service HAHAHAHA. :>
Today was a very fine day. I went to school feeling so good, knowing that my parents are showing their hundred and one percent support and love in everything that I do. I feel so good that even if I saw that guy-who-hurt-me, I didn't really bother, I carried myself with utmost glee so I can make him feel bad. HAHAHA EVILLLL. My bestfriend's already in vacation. I'm stuck at school, complying with the endless requirements. I'm finished with two subjects already, the two pre-requisites to majors. I'm finished with the entire shifting process, I've enrolled in subjects for my new degree program. I'm almost done with my batch government related stuff. Two weeks to go, and I'm free! TWO WEEKS. Biology and Political Science, my least favorites yet the most demanding of them all. I'll be taking up Philosophy next term. Good luck to that. Blogging again tomorrow when I get home. :> Miss Cranky Pants
told the world @
8:33 PM☎
Say it with a cake.
It's my parents' birthday week (Dad's turning 55 on Wednesday, and Mom will be 54 on Thursday) and it'll be the second time I'm giving them gifts. The first time, I gave them stuff from Bench using... their money. HAHAHA! This time, I ordered a cake from one of our classmates! RESOURCEFUL. >:D
My parents adore cakes, in fact, we received a box of Red Ribbon Black Forrest from one of my mom's clients last week. Sila lang kumakain. Di naman ako mahilig sa cake eh. :)) I actually thought of giving my dad a Zippo lighter, kaso mabubuko lang ako na nags-smoke din ako, so yeah not a good idea. I was supposed to buy my mom shoes, but yeah I don't have time. I saved up for their birthday because they spend so much for me now that I'm in college, and I wasn't able to give them anything, not even a card, last Christmas. Good thing very appreciative naman sila. ;) Miss Cranky Pants
told the world @
8:22 PM☎
Open up your plans and damn, you're free.
So yeah the crap ended a few weeks back, and here I am, totally wasting my life off. I may seem very okay with life right now, but what the heck, I am not so satisfied with things as they are coming right now. Heck, here I am, wasting money via drinking and smoking, things I don't normally do. I'm actually surprised that I'm doing these things, I used to be an advocate of clean living.
But who cares? I'm totally fine with the idea that I'll grow old alone, and I think that would be better, so that I can look after my mom, just like what my favorite teacher in HS is doing in her life. I'm currently listening to catchy tunes to keep the bad vibes away. Things aren't smooth sailing right now, but there's still that glimpse of hope in my head that someday, everything would be okay. I'm a sucker for optimism, but after these catastrophes happened, I suddenly had this 180-degree turnaround and all of a sudden, here comes a brand new Juliann, a pessimistic-laced one. Maybe that's the reason why I resorted to vices. But cut the crap. I know what I'm doing is wrong. Someday I will find the courage to stop these shits. Dance tunes should carry on in my phone and keep on spinning until I return to the old me. The Juliann whose laugh is infectious, whose smile can light up a dark room. My planner is still colorful, though. I want to be better. Time would be my best friend. I'm now discovering who my true friends are. Miss Cranky Pants
told the world @
9:10 PM☎
I just failed for the first time in college, and it's like nothing to me.
Darn POLISCI why didn't I think about studying last night? Why did I compose an entry about prom instead of reading the attributes of a state? Regrets.
Oh well, it only means one thing: I need to focus. Note to self: study for the long test. And do not disappoint mom. Miss Cranky Pants
told the world @
12:13 PM☎
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This Girl can do the pretty girl rock
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Me likey.
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Blast from the past
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