Sometimes, we need to let go of some things in order to make room for something new.
I'm temporarily waving good bye to nights out. I'm temporarily waving good bye to these people.
These awesome guys are from Block EK. They're not my blockmates, though some of them, SOME, treat me as if I was one of them. I really do cherish the moments I've had with you guys, but as they say, good things come to an end. And endings are only a beginning of something new. There are reasons why I decided to temporarily leave them. One: I'll be taking up perhaps the most dreaded major subjects a student can ever have. Imagine if I fail only ONE of them, I'll be delayed for one year, though I am taking up two courses, I should never be complacent. And I'm shit scared of failing. This personal sacrifice is something I have to do in order to reach my initial goal: graduating without any failure whatsoever. Two: I have been very bothered with someone on this picture. As a resolution so as I'd stop hurting myself further, I decided to put some distance between myself and them. He has hurt me so much and I don't want to be hurt more because every time I see him, it pierces my heart to know that he just played with me. Sayang yung memories eh, sayang. I know it's so shallow but I think it'll be the best way for me to move on and have a life. It hurts to be away from them but I'm already starting and so far, I'm doing good. It hurts to know that they are having fun while you are stuck at home. It hurts to know that they're having the time of their lives. But yes, sometimes not having fun will do you good. Three: I noticed that my grades actually got lower. I need to push myself harder, thus giving up inuman nights and late night dinners with them. Not that they are bad influences, but I need to focus on my academics because I'm taking up my majors and I'm already pushing for two degrees. I'm gonna miss you, EK. See you during senior year (my subject will be chill subjects by then). Don't you guys worry, just text me, I'll try to be there, especially during FRIDAYS. You'll be forever in my heart. Siyempre, you were there during my darkest days eh. >:D< Miss Cranky Pants
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1:03 AM☎
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This Girl can do the pretty girl rock
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Me likey.
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Blast from the past
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Sweet nothings.
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